Easter, Lonley Easter

So this Easter will be the first away from my friends, and my first unemployed! I can already tell from facebook that my mates have been on the lash and yes ... I am jealous! So i decided to have a pamper day instead. Only that didn't go very well when I flooded the bathroom!! but it's been OK ... nothing compared to getting pissed though.

So, we're supposed to be going home to visit friends and family soon ... I'm having a night with the girls - god knows where we'll end up or what we'll do ... but I'm really worried bout bumping into K. Last time I was home I got really drunk and chat some shit which ended with me tellin him to text me ... which he never did. Don't really wana bump into him but have the feeling I will. Would be nice to see him, as always, but I know I'll walk away with a messed up head like last time ... and although last time it took me two-three months to get over it, whilst being on anti depressants, I did it, just wouldn't like to go through it again. You know when you know you're supposed to be with someone and the only person that doesn't know is that person! He gets on my nerves sometimes ... but us females are gluttons for punishment!

So been listening to some classic Prince and Jacko today - might try my hand at a bit of Lips on XBox!

Also today, I discovered "The Hills". Really liked it! It was a liitle girly by my standards but I loved it - I kinda get what they going through, cuz my life's been like that at times ... check me out talking bout it likes it real! ha! So I'm guna look out for more on MTV.

Also ... In case you're wondering - Barney lost his match against James Wade. Only 4 games to go now till the cutoff and Barney needs to pull his socks up or he'll face the chop ... NOOOO!